I am sensitive

When things get complicated, the fight or flight instinct kicks in and my first thought is flight. I don't like getting into the middle of things. I dislike confrontation. It's very messy business isn't it? To be caught up in drama and wondering why, out of all the people here, it had to me. I…

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I sometimes wish that I could escape all this, you know. Just run away someplace where no one knows me and can't find me. I imagine that it'd be freeing. Obviously, it's not practical nor possible in this day and age. It's just a daydream that I have sometimes. I feel like the odd one,…

I’m scared of my imagination

Do you ever overthink things? Worry about being worried about something? Worry about something that hasn't happened? Well, that's me. The overthinker I call myself. I worry about being chased. Being alone. Being trapped. I'm afraid of the dark. Or as a friend once told me, I'm afraid of what's in the dark. My imagination…

Back to Hell

So okay, I know I'm late but in my defense, I had to travel and then I had to study for an exam. Travel where? Well, I was actually on a short break and now I'm back to my university. Which absolutely sucks. Thank God, that it's my last semester. 2 more months to freedom.…

Asian Problems

So I'm Asian, specifically Malaysian. I've been having a hard time trying to please my family due to the expectations that they have of me. I'm currently studying Biomedical Science. I mean, it's great and all, but it's not exactly what I would have chosen for myself. You see, the problem with most Chinese families…

Loud noises and darkness

So I'm currently doing this on my phone and I'm home alone *nervous laughter* It's absolutely pouring outside right now and I have an irrational fear of loud noises. I was alright with it for awhile, I mean it's just rain, right? But no, the electricity had to be cut off right at this moment…