I’ve been feeling really down lately and thinking about what’s going to happen in the future. Basically worrying about things that I can’t control. So I thought that instead of being stuck in this loop of negativity, I’ll just make a list of the things that I have and am grateful for.
1 – I have a best friend who understands me
Thank you so much for being there for me. Through all the ups and downs. We may have been friends for only 3 years but to me, it seemed like a lifetime. Without you by my side, these past few years in uni would have been a lonely journey for me. Love you lots and hope that we’ll still have this friendship for many years to come!
2 – A surprisingly great gift
Recently, my brother’s fiance came and stayed with us for the holidays. She gave me a present for no other reason than to make me happy. I had been eyeing this Adidas cap and I actually posted it on Instagram. Never thought that she would see that and that she would buy the exact one for me. What a sweetheart. Thanks, my dear ❤
3 – Fanfiction
God bless the creator of fanfiction and all those authors who write the stories. All of you keep me going and it feels amazing reading all of them knowing that the story doesn’t end on screen or in a book. You guys keep the fandom alive and I support all of you!
4 – I get to study in a university
I know that not everyone gets the chance to attend a university. I know my mum and my grandparents didn’t. So thank you for that. I am truly grateful and despite everything, it is nice to have some routine and stability in my life.
5 – The existence of the Internet
Without the internet, I wouldn’t be able to do *this.* I wouldn’t be able to connect with people around the world. Thank you for allowing me the chance to drool over photos of Timothée Chalamet and be able to hear his voice and his interviews. I am lucky to be alive in the 21st century!
6 – Timothée Chalamet
Thank you for your existence. Okay, bye.
Ah, that’s it for now. If I continue, this will never end and the list will be even more preposterous as it goes on. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Optimism FTW :))